by Brett Rutherford
After Meleager, The Greek Anthology, xii, 68
A fool said: “Spare the pretty ones,
for they are property of Zeus.”
Does he, the son of Kronos, require
more than his thousand-year
Ganymede, than whom
no mortal youth can be
more handsome?
I want Charidemus.
I told him so. Some fool
advised him to seek only Zeus
as his lover, the prize so high —
good food, and life eternal.
But the price, boy:
a boyfriend as old
as the mountains of Atlas.
How vain the lad becomes.
He goes about now,
chlamys flapping,
exposing his attributes
to the blue sky above.
He wears an eagle pendant,
the little flirt.
Elsewhere I’d better turn
my attentions, the busybody
advises me. With all
my other troubles piled up,
do I need cloudbursts
and thunderbolts, too?
At risk, I follow him about.
Courting his little ascension
he might go off some cliff
or get his eyes pecked out
by lesser avians. Dare I,
if an eagle lifted him
on giant pinions,
grab hold, pull back,
aghast and weeping,
hot tears on my empty hand
my only reward? I fear
I am not so brave as that.
Zeus, take him then! Let’s
get the waiting over with.
Glut your eyes on beauty.
And having taken one, oh,
Charidemus has brothers,
cousins, all of one mold.
Or, if the sophist is right,
you’d might as well scoop up
the whole town square’s
ephebes, young loiterers
of a Saturday afternoon
with nothing better to do
than bask bright-eyed
in the blue-white day?
Take all, greedy god,
till none are left
but the lame and homely.
Consider, King of Heaven,
how I am denied ambrosia,
and a poet, no less.
Harvest the earth
of all its beauties,
and no more poems will come!
You want hymns,
encomiums, prayers
and rituals? Fine.
In return, let each of us
cherish and keep his own
Charidemus!
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