Showing posts with label Manhattan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Manhattan. Show all posts

Monday, August 13, 2018

With Poe on Morton Street Pier

One gloomy autumn night, I sat with my hand-scribbled poetry journals on Manhattan's Morton Street Pier. I had $4.50 to my name. It turns out that this was the pier where Edgar Allan Poe first landed in his New York adventure, which ended in lodgings nearby in Greenwich Village, and then near-starvation in the Bronx. The poem I wrote has been revised several times. Poets read on the piers on Sundays; at night, lonely men trysted there; you could sit alone, a solitary poet, watching the blinking lights on the Hudson, the night chill rising around you. The river lapped at the pier, and wanted you to hurl yourself in and end it all.


Sunset at the Manhattan piers: gray-black,
the iron-cloaked sky splays vortices of red
into the Hudson’s unreflecting flow.
Blown west and out by a colorless breeze,
the candle of life falls guttering down
into a carmine fringe above oil tanks,
a warehoused cloud of umber afterglow,
hugging the scabrous shore of New Jersey,
a greedy smoker enveloped in soot.

To think that Poe and his consumptive Muse
stood here in April, Eighteen Forty-Four,
his hopes not dashed by a rainy Sunday —
an editor thrice, undone, now derelict,
author of some six and sixty stories,
his fortune four dollars and fifty cents.
Did he envision his ruin, and ours?
Did his Eureka-seeking consciousness
see rotted piers, blackened with creosote?
Did rain and wind wash clean the Hudson’s face,
or was it already an eel-clogged flux
when he came down the shuddering gangplank?

Who greeted him? This feral, arched-back cat,
fish-bone and rat-tail lord of the landing?
Did he foresee the leather’d lonely wraiths
who’d come to the abandoned wharf one day
in a clank-chain unconscious parody
of drugged and dungeon-doomed Fortunato
and his captor and master Montresor?

He gazed through rain and mist at steeple tops,
warehouse and shop and rooming house — to him
our blackened brickwork was El Dorado.
He needed only his ink to conquer
the world of Broadway with his raven quills —
Gotham would pay him, and handsomely, too!

Did the lapping waters deceive him thus —
did no blast of thunder peal to warn him
that this was a place of rot and rancor?
The city shrugs at the absolute tide.
I am here with all my poems. I, too,
have only four dollars and fifty cents
until tomorrow’s tedium pays me
brass coins for passionless hours of typing.
I am entranced as the toxic river
creeps up the concrete quay, inviting me,
a brackish editor hungry for verse,
an opiate and an end to breathing.

Beneath the silted piles, the striped bass spawn,
welfare fish in their unlit tenements.
A burst of neon comes on behind me,
blinks on the gray hull of an anchored ship —
green to red to blue light, flashback of fire
from window glaze, blinking a palindrome
into this teeming, illiterate Styx.

Empire States cool spire, clean as a snow-cap,
thrusts up its self-illuminated glory;
southward, there’s Liberty, pistachio
and paranoid in her sleepless sunbeams,
interrogated nightly, not confessing.
It is not too dark to spy one sailboat,
pass by swiftly, lampless, veering westward;
one black-winged gull descending to water,
its quills immersed in the neon mirror.

Now it is dark. Now every shadow here
must warily watch for other shadows
(some come to touch, to be touched, but others —)
I stay until the sea chill shrivels me,
past the endurance of parting lovers,
beyond the feral patience of the cat,
until all life on legs has crept away.

Still, I am not alone. The heavy books
I clasp together, mine and Edgar Poe’s,
form a dissoluble bond between us.
Poe stood here and made a sunset midnight.
Poe cast his raven eyes into this flow
and uttered rhymes and oaths and promises.
One night, the river spurned his suicide.
One night, the river was black with tresses,
red with heart’s blood, pearled with Virginia’s eyes,
taking her under, casting him ashore.
One night, he heard an ululating sob
as the river whispered the secret name
by which its forgetful god shall know him,
his name in glory on the earth’s last day.

[Minor revisions May 3, 2019)