I just posted two new compositions on SoundCloud for your enjoyment. Curiously, the two pieces are based on the same score I created in Finale. The jaunty one is a fast Little Prelude in D major, which sounds a little like a Ragtime piece.
Then, perverse creature that I am, I took the same piece, slowed it down, shifted a few voices up an octave for clarity, added some staccato accents as needed, and, lo, a full-fledged Prelude in D Major for Organ emerged.
The Little Prelude in D Major for Piano: Listen to the Piano Prelude
The Organ Prelude in D Major:
Listen to the Organ Prelude
Poems, work in progress, short reviews and random thoughts from an eccentric neoRomantic.
Sunday, July 30, 2017
Friday, July 28, 2017
Rutherford's Gloomy Little Preludes
A work in progress, in that it is notated, but pedaling and dynamics are not really marked up yet. This was a Little Prelude from 1968 that I expanded into a brief Fantasy around 2003. Enjoy.
Listen to Prelude-Fantasy
And here is the Little Prelude in B-Flat Major, reposted in a louder MP3:
Listen to Prelude in B-Flat Major
And here is a gloomy Little Prelude in F Minor:
Listen to Little Prelude in F Minor
Finally, as evanescent as a firefly, the shortest and oldest of all my Preludes:
Listen to A Minor Prelude
Listen to Prelude-Fantasy
And here is the Little Prelude in B-Flat Major, reposted in a louder MP3:
Listen to Prelude in B-Flat Major
And here is a gloomy Little Prelude in F Minor:
Listen to Little Prelude in F Minor
Finally, as evanescent as a firefly, the shortest and oldest of all my Preludes:
Listen to A Minor Prelude
The Piano Mystery
I am recovering my oldest piano music, entering it in Finale (a music notation program), and posting them on SoundCloud to share with friends. How I came to write this music is amusing, and surprising to me as much as to anyone else. I never learned to sight-read music, thanks to a spiteful second-grade teacher who refused to tell me what I had missed during a measles bout. Before my illness, we were happily singing in C Major. When I came back, everyone was singing in other keys with sharps and flats, and I was cast adrift. None of the itinerant music teachers I had in elementary school ever realized I was faking it, and that I could not read music.
My love for classical music began during the one term of high school I had in Connellsville, in the eighth grade. Miss Keller, who was not a certified music teacher, was a volunteer who loved music and who came to the schools to teach us. Music had bored me until them. She played the 1812 Overture on a record-player, and that was it. I was hooked. From there, to Beethoven's Fifth Symphony, and on and on. When I started visiting Pittsburgh and had borrowing rights to classical LPs, the madness intensified. Yet I never played a musical instrument and had no access to one.
When I got to Edinboro State College, I found empty practice rooms, with pianos. One of them had a Knabe grand piano that I fell in love with. I found that one church never locked its doors, and that I could creep inside, turn on the pipe organ, and play (I limited myself to the quieter stops so that I would not disturb the neighbors or get arrested).
I sat down at a piano with Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, and Chopin's G Minor Ballade, two pieces I knew well enough to know what they should sound like. I knew where middle C was. I knew what sharps and flats were. I made up my own system of reading, using numbers for notes instead of letters, so that I could speedily analyze what I was looking at. I used + and b for sharps and flats.
Seeing that a run of arpeggios up the keyboard was 1 3 5 1 3 5 or 1+ 4+ 6+ 1+ 4+ 6+, or 5 1 3b 5 1 3b 5 1 3b made a lot more sense to me than C E G C E G or C# F# A# or G C Eb C G Eb.
So, without any knowledge of fingering and certainly little sense of rhythm, I muddle through the first movement of the Moonlight Sonata and the first page of the Chopin Ballade.
Then, mysteriously, my fingers began to find melodies, chords, moods. One thing followed another and I began to notate my improvisations. I enrolled in a Music Theory class and learned a lot in the first couple of weeks, but I had to drop it because I could not sight-read. I could play my own homework assignments, but I could not play something placed in front of me that I had not studied. So I just went my own way.
A year later, I played a full program of my piano music in front of a huge audience at an arts festival at Edinboro. Such is the arrogance of youth.
My love for classical music began during the one term of high school I had in Connellsville, in the eighth grade. Miss Keller, who was not a certified music teacher, was a volunteer who loved music and who came to the schools to teach us. Music had bored me until them. She played the 1812 Overture on a record-player, and that was it. I was hooked. From there, to Beethoven's Fifth Symphony, and on and on. When I started visiting Pittsburgh and had borrowing rights to classical LPs, the madness intensified. Yet I never played a musical instrument and had no access to one.
When I got to Edinboro State College, I found empty practice rooms, with pianos. One of them had a Knabe grand piano that I fell in love with. I found that one church never locked its doors, and that I could creep inside, turn on the pipe organ, and play (I limited myself to the quieter stops so that I would not disturb the neighbors or get arrested).
I sat down at a piano with Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, and Chopin's G Minor Ballade, two pieces I knew well enough to know what they should sound like. I knew where middle C was. I knew what sharps and flats were. I made up my own system of reading, using numbers for notes instead of letters, so that I could speedily analyze what I was looking at. I used + and b for sharps and flats.
Seeing that a run of arpeggios up the keyboard was 1 3 5 1 3 5 or 1+ 4+ 6+ 1+ 4+ 6+, or 5 1 3b 5 1 3b 5 1 3b made a lot more sense to me than C E G C E G or C# F# A# or G C Eb C G Eb.
So, without any knowledge of fingering and certainly little sense of rhythm, I muddle through the first movement of the Moonlight Sonata and the first page of the Chopin Ballade.
Then, mysteriously, my fingers began to find melodies, chords, moods. One thing followed another and I began to notate my improvisations. I enrolled in a Music Theory class and learned a lot in the first couple of weeks, but I had to drop it because I could not sight-read. I could play my own homework assignments, but I could not play something placed in front of me that I had not studied. So I just went my own way.
A year later, I played a full program of my piano music in front of a huge audience at an arts festival at Edinboro. Such is the arrogance of youth.
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
Tuesday, June 20, 2017
Annette Hayn's Last Book
Annette Hayn was born in Breslau, Germany and lived in Berlin as a
child. Her schoolmates played "Nazis and Jews" and she heard her parents
worry about Hitler. She attended plays and concerts at the Jewish
Kulturbund, where she heard Beethoven and watched Schiller's plays. The
Jewish arts organization was finally prohibited from performing works by
Aryans, and their orchestra conductor, William Steinberg, fled the
country. Annette's parents sent her to an English boarding school,
and thus, she escaped the Holocaust. (William Steinberg went on to
become conductor at Pittsburgh and Boston). She married and had
children, and while her husband played chamber music, she thought she
had no art. Then she found poetry. I had the honor to publish most of
her books, and this, her last collection, includes her selection of the
best of the early books. After her death we folded in her posthumous
poems into the 2001 collection, "Chamber Music." It's one of my most
unusual book designs, which you can see in the ebook in full color. And you can own it for $3.
Chamber Music Ebook
Chamber Music Ebook
Monday, June 19, 2017
Fourteen Poet's Press Ebooks
Over the weekend I placed 14 Poet's Press and Yogh & Thorn titles up for purchase and download as PDF ebooks. They are priced from $2 to $5. Take a peek and get a psychic infusion of poetry.
Poet's Press Ebook Store
Poet's Press Ebook Store
Saturday, June 17, 2017
First ebook sale from The Poet's Press
Although I've had a couple of Poet's Press titles on iTunes, I have avoided the Kindle business at Amazon because they require that the Kindle version be the only one being offered. Now, finally, The Poet's Press books will be available at very low prices in PDF, and later, epub formats. Here's the first one, selling for a mere $5.
Tales of Wonder at PayHip
Tales of Wonder at PayHip
Friday, June 9, 2017
Catholic School Boys
I am having some quiet smiles as I scan a hardcover 1945 anthology
titled "Speak of the Devil." It is all stories, poems and text about
Satan, including excerpts from "Faust." The book is discarded from Holy
Family High School Library in Massena, NY, according to various pages
containing their rubber stamp. The book is exceeding pawed through by
many readers, indicating that while most Catholic boys there didn't dare
check it out, it was squirreled away into their rooms and carried about
on various little field trips. Several pages are stained curiously and
some smell of brimstone. There are some suspicious dried leaves (species
indeterminate), a touch of candle wax, and a couple of
penciled-and-erased attempts at Pentagrams. Ah, if this book could talk!
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
Mrs. Friedman's Golem
i
Because
I was “the heathen boy” and smart
enough
to pass for Jewish, free I ran
on
the Friedmans’ neighboring house and grounds.
One
early-summer day, with Marilyn,
a
year my elder, we played in the pines
that
fringed their leaf-filled, empty swimming pool.
An
endless ball of packing twine unwound
around
the spindly trees, not spider webs,
a
closet there – in an almost clearing
a
wide space for a sunbeam-lit ballroom.
The hotel dubbed “The Sunny-Day-Only”—
The hotel dubbed “The Sunny-Day-Only”—
the
sleeping rooms and beds would be up above
in
tree-house heights to be scaled by ladders.
As
our fancy turned up to ziggurat
heights
and bird-nest bedding, we didn’t see
the bearded, smiling Mennonite preacher
the bearded, smiling Mennonite preacher
until
he was right upon us. “Children!”
he hailed us, then asked if we believed
he hailed us, then asked if we believed
in
Jesus, who was up above the trees,
and
died, so we could go to heaven too.
Up then went Marilyn’s defiant chin.
“We’re Jewish.” He looked at me, dubious.
“And you?” he asked. I shrugged. “So what are you?” —
“I’ve never been in a church,” I told him.
Up then went Marilyn’s defiant chin.
“We’re Jewish.” He looked at me, dubious.
“And you?” he asked. I shrugged. “So what are you?” —
“I’ve never been in a church,” I told him.
A
pine cone fell at his feet and shattered.
“Don’t
you believe in anything?” he growled,
now in a tone that said grownup-to-child.
“Superman, maybe,” I mocked him, and turned
now in a tone that said grownup-to-child.
“Superman, maybe,” I mocked him, and turned
to
resume my arbor-building. He left
dumbfounded, his Anabaptist faith scorned
dumbfounded, his Anabaptist faith scorned
by
children’s string maze in a Druid grove.
Our
string hotel survived two nights, then vanished.
“My mother told me the robins took it —”
so Marilyn explained it, “ — for their nests.
Besides, the guests are coming. It’s June now,
and the swimming season starts tomorrow.”
The season, as we all came to know it,
was at the Friedmans’ immense swimming pool;
“My mother told me the robins took it —”
so Marilyn explained it, “ — for their nests.
Besides, the guests are coming. It’s June now,
and the swimming season starts tomorrow.”
The season, as we all came to know it,
was at the Friedmans’ immense swimming pool;
by
June’s end swell, a half a hundred guests,
from
wading toddlers to aquatic teens,
babies
in prams to motionless elders,
umbrella-tabled
at the green-blue pool.
That
afternoon, indoors, we played at cards —
an outsize canasta with twenty decks,
which drew a great shriek from Mrs. Friedman
as she came home with the month’s vast larder
of picnic food and frozen lemonade.
Our task: re-separate and sort the decks
and stack them up in a neat pyramid.
Summers these rumpled cards had seen before,
beneath the hawk-eyed ladies’ gaze, enthroned
and clucking at their poolside card tables;
an outsize canasta with twenty decks,
which drew a great shriek from Mrs. Friedman
as she came home with the month’s vast larder
of picnic food and frozen lemonade.
Our task: re-separate and sort the decks
and stack them up in a neat pyramid.
Summers these rumpled cards had seen before,
beneath the hawk-eyed ladies’ gaze, enthroned
and clucking at their poolside card tables;
the
cards would doubtless outlive some of them.
Scores would be there by shimmering August,
the men apart from the women, a cloud
of cigarettes where they leaned together
and worried over business and politics.
Children in bathing suits ran to and from
the house, wet trails and footprints to and from
the bathrooms, the sinks, the freezer. Sometimes
I was asked to take ice or a pitcher
to one of the tables, there where I learned
one should never swim just after eating
and
tales of drowning, worries about
the unfortunates who got polio,
and Mrs. Friedman’s oft-repeated fretting
about one bad boy who peed in the pool,
(never enough chlorine when that occurs).
The men talked
of other things I knew nothing of
in a language I did not understand.
the unfortunates who got polio,
and Mrs. Friedman’s oft-repeated fretting
about one bad boy who peed in the pool,
(never enough chlorine when that occurs).
The men talked
of other things I knew nothing of
in a language I did not understand.
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“The
season really starts next week, you see. Next
week.”
As Marilyn explained to me. “Mother has asked
everyone to come over tomorrow to help.
The pool needs cleaned, the cobwebbed furniture wiped down,
Dead leaves, dog poop and pine cones everywhere. We’ll see
As Marilyn explained to me. “Mother has asked
everyone to come over tomorrow to help.
The pool needs cleaned, the cobwebbed furniture wiped down,
Dead leaves, dog poop and pine cones everywhere. We’ll see
if
anyone shows up.” — “Won’t they?” I asked. — “Not one.”
Card
sorting done, we went back to our comic books:
she
read my Superman,
I her Wonder Woman,
a
title no boy would ever be caught reading.
Saturday came. The day waned and one car only
came up the lane and parked. All day we made the ice
for grape juice and lemonade brimful in freezer
and
buckets. Sandwiches were made, and snacks put out.
Squirrels
came to the windows expectantly, bird-chirp
anticipated
the crowd, the crumbs, the leavings.
I lingered for dinner as Mrs. Friedman seethed on,
serving cold plate with embarrassment and anger.
The guest was new, a stranger, a bearded, calm man
in a business suit they called Rabbi. His voice
I lingered for dinner as Mrs. Friedman seethed on,
serving cold plate with embarrassment and anger.
The guest was new, a stranger, a bearded, calm man
in a business suit they called Rabbi. His voice
was
deep, and with a foreign sound I could not place.
“Rabbi Doctor Baruch,” they said I should call him.
Already he knew my name, and turning, he said:
“Rabbi Doctor Baruch,” they said I should call him.
Already he knew my name, and turning, he said:
“And
you are the little boy who is not Jewish
who made string Stars of David all over the porch
December last. “I blushed, recalling Mrs. Friedman’s
who made string Stars of David all over the porch
December last. “I blushed, recalling Mrs. Friedman’s
horror
at finding her decorated house-front.
“He felt sorry for us,” Mr. Friedman offered up,
“because we had no Christmas ornaments outside.”
They all laughed heartily. Still no one would tell me
“He felt sorry for us,” Mr. Friedman offered up,
“because we had no Christmas ornaments outside.”
They all laughed heartily. Still no one would tell me
why
my six-pointed ornaments had been torn down
with
such speed and alarm. “Anyone
driving by,”
was
all that Marilyn’s mother said, “they could see.”
“But
Rabbi,” Mr. Friedman continued, “I know you wanted
to meet our friends.” The rabbi shrugged. — “You call those friends?”
his wife retorted. “All summer long they come here,
they use the pool, we feed them, and pretend to laugh
at their worn-out humor. And all this work, for what?
to meet our friends.” The rabbi shrugged. — “You call those friends?”
his wife retorted. “All summer long they come here,
they use the pool, we feed them, and pretend to laugh
at their worn-out humor. And all this work, for what?
I
could be listening to the opera on the radio.
Not
one of them will come and help us clean the pool!”
“So, next week I can come back,” the Rabbi offered.
“All of us need to help Jews get out of Russia.
First Stalin was killing us all over again,
and
now his heir, that smiling thug Khrushchev.”
Mrs. Friedman had other worries:
“So who’s going to clean the pool? Not you, Rabbi!
Shame on us if it came to that.” Mr. Friedman
Mrs. Friedman had other worries:
“So who’s going to clean the pool? Not you, Rabbi!
Shame on us if it came to that.” Mr. Friedman
fussed
with his sandwich and fork in embarrassment.
Silence
and shadow-blink of a passing cloud held us.
The
Rabbi’s long-fingered hands passed twirling circles
twice
in his dark beard, as though he had to ask it,
then, with one hand extended palm up he asked her,
“Mrs. Friedman, you want I should make a Golem?”
then, with one hand extended palm up he asked her,
“Mrs. Friedman, you want I should make a Golem?”
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Mouths
opened wide, eyes wider.
Even I knew what a Golem was.
It was in the horror comics.
Even I knew what a Golem was.
It was in the horror comics.
“A
Golem,” Mrs. Friedman gulped.
“Would it — could it — ”
“Anything you want done, it can do.
It’s not an easy thing, and I need not say
that no one should know afterwards.
I have been to Prague, where such things are done.”
“Would it — could it — ”
“Anything you want done, it can do.
It’s not an easy thing, and I need not say
that no one should know afterwards.
I have been to Prague, where such things are done.”
The
Rabbi turned an intense gaze on me.
“Boy, you are not Jewish?” —
“No, Rabbi, I’m not.” —
“You are not Christian?” —
“No, I’m not.” —
“Boy, you are not Jewish?” —
“No, Rabbi, I’m not.” —
“You are not Christian?” —
“No, I’m not.” —
“Not
even a tiny bit?” —
“I
went two weeks to Bible School. They asked me
not to come back.” —
“So, you are not a Christian. Swear it.” —
I cleared my throat. Whatever this was,
“So, you are not a Christian. Swear it.” —
I cleared my throat. Whatever this was,
I had to be in on
it.
“I
swear I am not a Christian.” —
“Never baptized?”
“Never baptized?”
I
knew what that was from movies.
“No, never baptized.” —
“No, never baptized.” —
“So,
you do not know the secret name of God?”
I could have said “Yahweh” or “Adonai,” two words
I already knew from poetry. Instead I said, “No.” —
I could have said “Yahweh” or “Adonai,” two words
I already knew from poetry. Instead I said, “No.” —
“Very
well. You will be my assistant.
At ten o’clock, you come to the swimming pool. Tell no one.”
At ten o’clock, you come to the swimming pool. Tell no one.”
I
beamed from ear to ear. “I’ll be there. I promise.”
This was better than Christmas morning. A Golem. A Golem.
They sent me home. I crept to my bedroom.
A flashlight and comics would keep me awake.
At
ten, I ran alongside the Friedman house. Two cars’
headlights full beamed on the swimming pool.
The Rabbi and Mr. Friedman were up the slope
that led to the scant woods above the property.
They stooped and touched bare ground.
headlights full beamed on the swimming pool.
The Rabbi and Mr. Friedman were up the slope
that led to the scant woods above the property.
They stooped and touched bare ground.
“Strange
clay, not like back home, but it will do,”
our sorcerer intoned, as with a walking stick
he outlined the lumpy shape of a man
on the bare and eroded clay hillside,
a place I knew, where owls and wild turkeys
lurked in the shrubs and saplings.
He passed his cane this way and that,
and uttering a prayer we could not-quite hear —
it seemed to hover an inch from his beard
like a will o’the wisp — a prayer not meant
for human ears but for spirits.
our sorcerer intoned, as with a walking stick
he outlined the lumpy shape of a man
on the bare and eroded clay hillside,
a place I knew, where owls and wild turkeys
lurked in the shrubs and saplings.
He passed his cane this way and that,
and uttering a prayer we could not-quite hear —
it seemed to hover an inch from his beard
like a will o’the wisp — a prayer not meant
for human ears but for spirits.
And
the shape he had outlined stood,
and separated itself from the yellow clay bank.
It stood. It shook itself free
of dust and tiny stones and tree-root.
and separated itself from the yellow clay bank.
It stood. It shook itself free
of dust and tiny stones and tree-root.
It
stood,
and moved no further, inert
as a sculptor’s first molding.
and moved no further, inert
as a sculptor’s first molding.
It
was a lump with but a hint of legs,
arm-like
extrusions bent at the elbow
and
a great square head, two holes
where
eyes should have been
and
a mouth-gap the size of a mailbox.
Mr.
Friedman pulled back in terror.
“I thought you were joking. I never thought.
My god, I never thought —”
Before I could react, the Rabbi had lifted me,
and placing a folded ribbon of paper
into my tiny hand, he put me up
on the Golem’s forearm.
“I thought you were joking. I never thought.
My god, I never thought —”
Before I could react, the Rabbi had lifted me,
and placing a folded ribbon of paper
into my tiny hand, he put me up
on the Golem’s forearm.
“Put
the paper in the Golem’s mouth.
Only then will he move
and obey our orders.”
Only then will he move
and obey our orders.”
I
started to raise my left hand
to the horizontal gape
that was the Golem’s mouth.
His beard brushed my ear
as he whispered, “Do not,
under any circumstances,
look into the Golem’s eyes.” —
to the horizontal gape
that was the Golem’s mouth.
His beard brushed my ear
as he whispered, “Do not,
under any circumstances,
look into the Golem’s eyes.” —
“And
what would happen, Rabbi?” —
“You would see things no one
was meant to see and live.
Just do as I ask and no more,
and you will be safe, and blessed.”
My
head averted, I found the mouth
by touch and slid the paper in.
There came a groan,
as low as a tuba in a passing parade,
no, low as the bass drum that rattles
your stomach in passing,
by touch and slid the paper in.
There came a groan,
as low as a tuba in a passing parade,
no, low as the bass drum that rattles
your stomach in passing,
and
then I was standing,
the Rabbi’s hand atop my head
for the longest time
until he let me go.
the Rabbi’s hand atop my head
for the longest time
until he let me go.
We
saw the Golem in silhouette first
as the great shape lumbered
to the lit-up pool.
And so, with broom and mop
and chemicals, the hulking thing
descended the shallow-end stairs
into the vacant pool, as Mrs. Friedman,
at ease as though a local workman
were there before her, paced round
the pool and gave out orders.
Sweep there, no, higher up,
you missed a spot.
How long this took, I cannot recall.
as the great shape lumbered
to the lit-up pool.
And so, with broom and mop
and chemicals, the hulking thing
descended the shallow-end stairs
into the vacant pool, as Mrs. Friedman,
at ease as though a local workman
were there before her, paced round
the pool and gave out orders.
Sweep there, no, higher up,
you missed a spot.
How long this took, I cannot recall.
Marilyn
saw some of it
from her bedroom window,
just
lights and a shape in silhouette
and
her mother going this way, that way
waving
her arms in command.
(Her
little sister, sent to bed early,
saw nothing.)
saw nothing.)
The
pool was filled, the last leaves swept
into
heaps to be bagged and carted.
Then
Mr. and Mrs. Friedman argued.
She wanted more done. The men were nervous.
Cars might come along Kingview Road.
She wanted more done. The men were nervous.
Cars might come along Kingview Road.
So
far, not one had passed.
There was that house, at hilltop,
whose windows frowned down
on all their summers, a house
that just a dozen years back
had hosted a rally of sheeted rioters,
that
day the thirty thousand Klansmen
poured into town to terrify the Catholics.
poured into town to terrify the Catholics.
Catholics
then, but now the Jews and Negroes.
You
worried about groups of men
riding
on the back of a pickup truck
up
to no good on a Saturday night.
The moonless night blazed with stars.
Shapes
human and not,
moved
in and out of the headlamps
as the Golem swept, and scrubbed,
and swept again. At the end of it all,
the Golem returned to the edge of the wood.
as the Golem swept, and scrubbed,
and swept again. At the end of it all,
the Golem returned to the edge of the wood.
All
looked with relief
at the still-black windows
of the big white house on the hill.
No light had come on up there.
at the still-black windows
of the big white house on the hill.
No light had come on up there.
No
one had seen us.
Then
I was raised once more
to retrieve the undecipherable scroll
that I knew, but did not tell them,
read “emet,” the word for truth.
The clay mouth was wider, deeper
than when the Golem was made,
to retrieve the undecipherable scroll
that I knew, but did not tell them,
read “emet,” the word for truth.
The clay mouth was wider, deeper
than when the Golem was made,
wide
enough for a small boy
to
fall in and be devoured.
“Go on!”
the Rabbi chided me. “He cannot bite.
He has no teeth. Just find the paper.”
I reached, back till my elbow was wet
with clay. He smelled now of chlorine
and year-old leaves. I found it.
My fingers closed around it.
My head went back. My eyes
gazed straight into the emerald
furnaces of the Golem’s still-living orbs.
“Go on!”
the Rabbi chided me. “He cannot bite.
He has no teeth. Just find the paper.”
I reached, back till my elbow was wet
with clay. He smelled now of chlorine
and year-old leaves. I found it.
My fingers closed around it.
My head went back. My eyes
gazed straight into the emerald
furnaces of the Golem’s still-living orbs.
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And
I saw everything —
A
high-domed palace of giants,
packed to the walls with them,
legion of lumbering Golem shapes
impatient to be born
from a place of good deeds unbidden,
of help that could have, but never came —
the nullity of unworked magic
and failed alchemy.
packed to the walls with them,
legion of lumbering Golem shapes
impatient to be born
from a place of good deeds unbidden,
of help that could have, but never came —
the nullity of unworked magic
and failed alchemy.
I saw new kinds of geometry —
triangles unnamable
through which the news of past
and future calamities flies
like telegraphs, most sent
to wrong recipient, and read too late —
how triangles, upward and downward
formed openings how spun they formed
vast polyhedrous entities
whose facets were the insides
of never-opened geodes,
arched around gateways
of onyx and adamantine —
Vectors
of force and how
to form and shape them
from nothing but will,
nudged by the eye
in forehead’s center
into a brooding shape
of inward angles
then up and out bat-winged
hurled down as a smiting force
upon the smiters —
to form and shape them
from nothing but will,
nudged by the eye
in forehead’s center
into a brooding shape
of inward angles
then up and out bat-winged
hurled down as a smiting force
upon the smiters —
Power
I saw, but not compassion,
a dark, cold cavern
despite the light of whirling wish-forms
and the firefly storm of eyes
the color of emeralds.
a dark, cold cavern
despite the light of whirling wish-forms
and the firefly storm of eyes
the color of emeralds.
v
I
think I fainted.
The
Rabbi, the Friedmans
stood
in a circle around me.
A
cold cloth was on my forehead.
“Thank
God,” said Mrs. Friedman,
“we
don’t have to call an ambulance.”
The
Rabbi leaned down
and hissed in my ear:
“Did
you see? Did you see?”
I
dared not smile, despite
the exultant knowledge
that
flooded over me.
“I
saw,” I answered simply.
He
paused, eyes shining.
“I
saw … everything.”
He
raised his hands in horror,
then
waved two counter-circles
above
my head
as
if to cut a cord above me.
I
went back home. I added
the
Hebrew-lettered paper
to
my scrapbook of monsters,
Golem
marked off between
“Frankenstein”
and “Mummies.”
I
had an ovoid sandstone
warm
in the palm, I dubbed
“The
Philosopher’s Stone,”
thought
it would help make
little
Golems I’d shape one day.
The
following week
the Rabbi ignored me
as
I carried ice and card decks
to
the women’s tables
the
darting eyes of Mrs. Friedman
said
Don’t you dare
tell.
I
stood off in the pines to watch.
The
women sunbathed and played at cards.
The
shirt-sleeved men kept apart
as
one by one they came to the Rabbi’s table
and
passed him envelopes, a stack
before
him by the end of the afternoon.
They
had done their part against Krushchev.
He
watched them.
He watched them watching
He watched them watching
as
one another’s wives dived in
to
the deep end of the swimming pool.
His
back was to the women.
After
one walk uphill to the clay bank,
just
to be sure it had resumed its previous state,
I’m
sure, he went to his car. I waved.
I
think he saw me. I think a slight nod
was
his only thank-you. I was the clay
he
could not put back from where it came.
Not
to worry. I am still
not
a Christian.
vi
Rabbi,
The Golem said to tell you:
A
hammer is as nothing
without a hand to wield
it.
A
hand is as nothing
without a mind to guide
it.
A
mind is as nothing
without the will to
drive it
The
will is as nothing
without the gift of
knowing
Knowing
is as nothing
without the love that
burns
at
the core of the never-dying stars:
love
of what was, love of what is,
love of what can be.
vi-a
(The Golem’s message in Yiddish) (tentative)
A
hammar iz gornisht
felndik a hant
tsu vild es.
felndik a hant
tsu vild es.
A
hant iz gornisht
felndik a gayst
tsu firn es.
felndik a gayst
tsu firn es.
A
meynung iz gornisht
felndik
di vilpauer
tsu for es.
tsu for es.
Vilpauer
iz gornischt
felndik di talant
fun visn.
felndik di talant
fun visn.
Veyst
iz gornischt
felndik di libe
vos brent
in di harts
fun imortal shtern:
felndik di libe
vos brent
in di harts
fun imortal shtern:
libe
aoyb vos iz geven,
libe aoyb voz iz,
libe aoyb vos kenen zeyn.
libe aoyb voz iz,
libe aoyb vos kenen zeyn.
Monday, May 29, 2017
The Cannibal Hymn
The Cannibal Hymn is at least 4,300 years old. It is found in Egyptian Pyramids, and also occurs as a "coffin text." It was so alarming and primitive that the Egyptians eventually stopped making copies of it. It is one of the masterpieces of ancient literature. Here is an abridged, modern adaptation the era of King Donald. (2018 slight revision).
Warming, the weather turns terrible.
The stars frown.
Fracked bones of the earth tremble.
The coal mines are empty and dark
at seeing the Donald rising,
a god of inherited fortune
who feeds on the flesh of his mothers.
Though Donald is Lord of Wisdom, bigly,
his mother does not know his name.
She meekly calls him The Tiny One,
The Giant-Insane-Baby Who Eats the Sky.
Donald’s glory is in the clouds, bigly,
his large hands span the horizon
like his realtor father before him,
though his son, Jared,
is mightier than he.
Donald’s tweets are behind him.
His party, his Dark-of-Water are at his feet.
Jesus and Mammon are over him,
the eyebrow-serpents are on his brow,
the Donald’s guiding over-comb
protects his forehead,
each hair alert for enemies
to add to the death-list.
His neck is there,
not to be moved from his mighty Trunk,
nor shall he arise from his golf cart
except to smite bad people, bad.
His mighty implement is not a mushroom;
yea, bigger than a Behemoth's
is his engorgement.
Donald is the Bull of the Sky;
flag-waving, he alternate-facts
his enemies into submission.
He lives on the past:
without reading its books he
devours its innards.
Everything he does, he does firstly.
He swallows even scientists
without acquiring knowledge;
their magic counts as nothing.
Donald himself suffices.
He assembles his cabinet, then fires them.
Assembles more, and eats them.
Beware the field of spit-out ministers!
Donald appears as the Great One,
shoving aside the foreigners,
yea even Montenegro’s leader.
He calls on tribute lands for tithes,
withholding his hands and mighty arms
on account of less than two percent.
He sits with his back to the Potomac.
He needs no Congress for his advisor
since Him-Who-Is-Not-Be-Named,
the faraway Tsar advises him
on this day of drone-and-missile-sending.
Donald is the Lord of Offerings.
His coffers swell, his tax returns
known only to the gods below.
His meat and his ketchup suffice him;
no foreign chef does he require.
At night he eats his enemies
and sends out tweeted warnings
that the pundits and journals tremble.
His thoughts are like falcons, bigly.
It is “Bring-Back-the-Slave-To-Service” who is Sessions
who lassoes them for Donald.
It is “Snake-Even-Worse-Than-Donald”, the Pence, who guards and keeps the Congress fattened for him.
It is “She-As-Dumb-As-Willows”, named DeVos,
whose job is to keep them meek and stupid.
It is Ryan, slayer of Big Government,
demolisher of Bureaus,
who cuts the throats of the victims, singing,
McConnell the one who will extract the innards.
Conway will cut them up for Donald,
and Sanders the messenger whom Donald sends forth
to say the Yea-That-Is-Nay daily.
His consort Melania, and Ivanka,
darkly-beloved daughter, who cut them up
and pour spice into the Donald’s dinner-pot.
Bigly, the meals, with ketchup.
The ones who serve in Congress,
yea, even the Senate and the House,
from their heights they serve Donald.
The uninsured are butchered, the unborn
one and all are guaranteed to his platter.
Donald eats everything:
athletes for breakfast,
businessmen for his business-man’s lunch,
children for dinner with alt-spice and pepper.
Veterans and seniors are burned as incense.
A cauldron of women for a late-night pussy-grab.
Donald has filled the sky, and is the sky.
He crowns himself with the Pope’s mitre,
the crown of many Kings. He dreams
of Jared, Ivanka as Tsar and Tsarina
of Russo-Europe, the coming empire.
He has swallowed the Red States.
Though he does not like their savor,
He will devour the Blue.
With the help of his Dark-of-Water,
he will march against the Urals
and snap the necks of the Asian warlords.
He has swallowed all knowledge
and never once passed gas or turdling,
so he has forgotten nothing.
His reign will be limitless; he is the sum
of all the enemies he has devoured.
Whomever he likes is good,
whomever he dislikes is loser, Kenyan.
Soon no one will be left unbowed.
The rest will be eaten.
Do-gooders and liberals are helpless before him.
His tower of gold and marble the highest,
himself on top, immortal, beloved
of gods and the blazing stars.
He is forever, and forever, the Donald.
Warming, the weather turns terrible.
The stars frown.
Fracked bones of the earth tremble.
The coal mines are empty and dark
at seeing the Donald rising,
a god of inherited fortune
who feeds on the flesh of his mothers.
Though Donald is Lord of Wisdom, bigly,
his mother does not know his name.
She meekly calls him The Tiny One,
The Giant-Insane-Baby Who Eats the Sky.
Donald’s glory is in the clouds, bigly,
his large hands span the horizon
like his realtor father before him,
though his son, Jared,
is mightier than he.
Donald’s tweets are behind him.
His party, his Dark-of-Water are at his feet.
Jesus and Mammon are over him,
the eyebrow-serpents are on his brow,
the Donald’s guiding over-comb
protects his forehead,
each hair alert for enemies
to add to the death-list.
His neck is there,
not to be moved from his mighty Trunk,
nor shall he arise from his golf cart
except to smite bad people, bad.
His mighty implement is not a mushroom;
yea, bigger than a Behemoth's
is his engorgement.
Donald is the Bull of the Sky;
flag-waving, he alternate-facts
his enemies into submission.
He lives on the past:
without reading its books he
devours its innards.
Everything he does, he does firstly.
He swallows even scientists
without acquiring knowledge;
their magic counts as nothing.
Donald himself suffices.
He assembles his cabinet, then fires them.
Assembles more, and eats them.
Beware the field of spit-out ministers!
Donald appears as the Great One,
shoving aside the foreigners,
yea even Montenegro’s leader.
He calls on tribute lands for tithes,
withholding his hands and mighty arms
on account of less than two percent.
He sits with his back to the Potomac.
He needs no Congress for his advisor
since Him-Who-Is-Not-Be-Named,
the faraway Tsar advises him
on this day of drone-and-missile-sending.
Donald is the Lord of Offerings.
His coffers swell, his tax returns
known only to the gods below.
His meat and his ketchup suffice him;
no foreign chef does he require.
At night he eats his enemies
and sends out tweeted warnings
that the pundits and journals tremble.
His thoughts are like falcons, bigly.
It is “Bring-Back-the-Slave-To-Service” who is Sessions
who lassoes them for Donald.
It is “Snake-Even-Worse-Than-Donald”, the Pence, who guards and keeps the Congress fattened for him.
It is “She-As-Dumb-As-Willows”, named DeVos,
whose job is to keep them meek and stupid.
It is Ryan, slayer of Big Government,
demolisher of Bureaus,
who cuts the throats of the victims, singing,
McConnell the one who will extract the innards.
Conway will cut them up for Donald,
and Sanders the messenger whom Donald sends forth
to say the Yea-That-Is-Nay daily.
His consort Melania, and Ivanka,
darkly-beloved daughter, who cut them up
and pour spice into the Donald’s dinner-pot.
Bigly, the meals, with ketchup.
The ones who serve in Congress,
yea, even the Senate and the House,
from their heights they serve Donald.
The uninsured are butchered, the unborn
one and all are guaranteed to his platter.
Donald eats everything:
athletes for breakfast,
businessmen for his business-man’s lunch,
children for dinner with alt-spice and pepper.
Veterans and seniors are burned as incense.
A cauldron of women for a late-night pussy-grab.
Donald has filled the sky, and is the sky.
He crowns himself with the Pope’s mitre,
the crown of many Kings. He dreams
of Jared, Ivanka as Tsar and Tsarina
of Russo-Europe, the coming empire.
He has swallowed the Red States.
Though he does not like their savor,
He will devour the Blue.
With the help of his Dark-of-Water,
he will march against the Urals
and snap the necks of the Asian warlords.
He has swallowed all knowledge
and never once passed gas or turdling,
so he has forgotten nothing.
His reign will be limitless; he is the sum
of all the enemies he has devoured.
Whomever he likes is good,
whomever he dislikes is loser, Kenyan.
Soon no one will be left unbowed.
The rest will be eaten.
Do-gooders and liberals are helpless before him.
His tower of gold and marble the highest,
himself on top, immortal, beloved
of gods and the blazing stars.
He is forever, and forever, the Donald.
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Alien Covenant -- A Review
Most of my friends seem to have hated the new film Alien Covenant. It
is director Ridley Scott's follow-on to the baffling Alien "prequel,"
Prometheus, and it fills in many gaps in the narrative.
Friends commented on the stupid actions by the characters being pursued and devoured by the aliens, but they are an underpaid crew ferrying colonists in space, not scientists on exploration, and "first contact" was the last thing they expected.
The film contains serious debates about artificial intelligence/robots and the ethics thereof; the question, from Frankenstein, of whether the creation should have contempt for its physically frail creator; it quotes from Wagner's Ring Cycle both musically and in ideas; it evokes and quotes Milton, and Shelley's "Ozymandias."
Alien Covenant includes a necropolis city it will be impossible to forget, one aspect of which is lifted directly from Arnold Bocklin's painting, "The Isle of the Dead." It plays on twins/doppelgangers. And it advances the Alien story-line continuum with a new agency, many twists of the created turning against the creators. It suggests that species are not kind to one another, and that mutual annihilation might be out there in the stars as well as on earth.
The weak part of the script is that the only intellectual characters are robots, and the humans bumble around, trying to substitute bravery for brains. But that too, is part of the message throughout these films: a safe world is safe for the not-so-bright, too. We don't get close to any of the characters to bond with them the way we did with Sigourney Weaver in Alien/Aliens/Alien3, and that is too bad. It is too easy to forget that the Earth culture of the Alien series, toward which this episode is building, is a dystopia in which free-thinking individuals seem to have been pushed aside in favor of desperate workers who want to obey orders and get their next paycheck. And going into space does not appear to be a plum job.
If you have seen
the previous films and thought about them, you need to see this one
too, and then go home and think about it. And then don't go near
anything even remotely shaped like an egg.
Friends commented on the stupid actions by the characters being pursued and devoured by the aliens, but they are an underpaid crew ferrying colonists in space, not scientists on exploration, and "first contact" was the last thing they expected.
The film contains serious debates about artificial intelligence/robots and the ethics thereof; the question, from Frankenstein, of whether the creation should have contempt for its physically frail creator; it quotes from Wagner's Ring Cycle both musically and in ideas; it evokes and quotes Milton, and Shelley's "Ozymandias."
Alien Covenant includes a necropolis city it will be impossible to forget, one aspect of which is lifted directly from Arnold Bocklin's painting, "The Isle of the Dead." It plays on twins/doppelgangers. And it advances the Alien story-line continuum with a new agency, many twists of the created turning against the creators. It suggests that species are not kind to one another, and that mutual annihilation might be out there in the stars as well as on earth.
The weak part of the script is that the only intellectual characters are robots, and the humans bumble around, trying to substitute bravery for brains. But that too, is part of the message throughout these films: a safe world is safe for the not-so-bright, too. We don't get close to any of the characters to bond with them the way we did with Sigourney Weaver in Alien/Aliens/Alien3, and that is too bad. It is too easy to forget that the Earth culture of the Alien series, toward which this episode is building, is a dystopia in which free-thinking individuals seem to have been pushed aside in favor of desperate workers who want to obey orders and get their next paycheck. And going into space does not appear to be a plum job.
Thursday, May 18, 2017
Against Copyright
The "public domain" is the world's intellectual treasure-house of all
the art, writing and music that has ever been done by humans. It is our
common inheritance and is the sum of what it is to be human -- to have a
direct connection to all who came before. This means that all these
works may be copied, edited, sequeled, adapted into other media, etc. It
is your right to do so. Copyright laws are do not protect a right --
they take a right away for the benefit of publishers and authors,
originally for a limited time. Copyright used to be 28 years, renewable
once if the author or publisher bothered to re-register. Thanks to the
machinations of lawyers protecting Mickey Mouse, U.S. copyrght is now
something like 95 years past the death of the 'creator'. They are
pushing to make these copyrights, in effect, go on forever.
Copyrights extended this way hamper the creativity of those seeking to create derivative works, or even just to quote from or adapt the originals, all for the benefit of people referred to in my circle as "shiftless heirs." People who do no work, collecting royalties into infinity, and prohibiting posterity from creating new work with paying them ransom.
In the case of poetry, I have seen "shiftless heirs" of a dead poet, harboring a fantasy of future wealth, and prohibiting any of the poet's friends from assembling and publishing books of their work. I have seen poets' life work hurled into dumpsters by contemptuous family members. Copyright serves no one when the work has no monetary value -- ironically, poetry, one of the ultimate treasures of any era, is almost always regarded as trash by the contemporary culture around it.
So, for poetry, I stand against copyrights altogether, and encourage poets to place statements on their copyright page, specifying the year in which they wish their work to be in the Public Domain. To hell with the lawyers.
Copyrights extended this way hamper the creativity of those seeking to create derivative works, or even just to quote from or adapt the originals, all for the benefit of people referred to in my circle as "shiftless heirs." People who do no work, collecting royalties into infinity, and prohibiting posterity from creating new work with paying them ransom.
In the case of poetry, I have seen "shiftless heirs" of a dead poet, harboring a fantasy of future wealth, and prohibiting any of the poet's friends from assembling and publishing books of their work. I have seen poets' life work hurled into dumpsters by contemptuous family members. Copyright serves no one when the work has no monetary value -- ironically, poetry, one of the ultimate treasures of any era, is almost always regarded as trash by the contemporary culture around it.
So, for poetry, I stand against copyrights altogether, and encourage poets to place statements on their copyright page, specifying the year in which they wish their work to be in the Public Domain. To hell with the lawyers.
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Four Generations of Rutherfords in the "Book Business"
Runs in the family, even though I was separated from the Rutherfords at age 13.
My great-grandfather John Rutherford came from England to Scottdale, PA, and ran a book and stationery store (other Rutherford siblings had shoe factories, coal mines, banks, and a steam engine factory).
My grandfather took over the "bookstore" and became a newspaper distributor for several counties. Untold numbers of paperboys worked for him, and he sponsored 12 boy scout troops.
Some of the Boy Scout troops had marching bands and they probably bought their instruments at a local store called "Rutherford Studios." It was rumored of the Rutherfords that any of them could pick up any musical instrument and be able to play it within a few months.
One auntie secretly wrote poetry.
The news store was inherited by my Uncle Bill, a grumpy man with an eye-patch who lived above the store. Rutherford News closed forever sometime in the late 1970s.
As a child in Scottdale, I would cut up magazines and rebind them in various ways and sell them to neighbors; I also printed a mimeographed science newsletter and tried to draw comics. By the fifth grade I was writing monster plays and staging them in a local garage, and charging admission to the all the neighborhood kids. People in town said I was just like my grandfather.
And here I am, a curmdugeon, publishing books and picking away at writing and music. Did I have any choice in the matter?
This corner building was the site of Rutherford News. Since it was built around 1880, it was probably always in the family.
My great-grandfather John Rutherford came from England to Scottdale, PA, and ran a book and stationery store (other Rutherford siblings had shoe factories, coal mines, banks, and a steam engine factory).
My grandfather took over the "bookstore" and became a newspaper distributor for several counties. Untold numbers of paperboys worked for him, and he sponsored 12 boy scout troops.
Some of the Boy Scout troops had marching bands and they probably bought their instruments at a local store called "Rutherford Studios." It was rumored of the Rutherfords that any of them could pick up any musical instrument and be able to play it within a few months.
One auntie secretly wrote poetry.
The news store was inherited by my Uncle Bill, a grumpy man with an eye-patch who lived above the store. Rutherford News closed forever sometime in the late 1970s.
As a child in Scottdale, I would cut up magazines and rebind them in various ways and sell them to neighbors; I also printed a mimeographed science newsletter and tried to draw comics. By the fifth grade I was writing monster plays and staging them in a local garage, and charging admission to the all the neighborhood kids. People in town said I was just like my grandfather.
And here I am, a curmdugeon, publishing books and picking away at writing and music. Did I have any choice in the matter?
This corner building was the site of Rutherford News. Since it was built around 1880, it was probably always in the family.
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