Hostess. I remember
her hunched shadow
on the frosted
glass
of the sliding
French door,
as we poets read,
and the door slid
silently,
just ever so
much,
enough for the thin
arm
and age-knobbed
wrist
to enter, to place
on the
refreshment table,
without one
ice-clink sound,
the sweating-cool
pitcher
of lemonade.
Most of the eager
poets
assembled here,
tracking
who-knows-what
on her parquet
floor,
shuffling their
papers and notebooks,
awaiting their turn
to read,
did not know her
name.
The elegant
brownstone
they come to
weekly
is just a
place,
one among many that
come and go
in The
Village Voice listings,
places that
tolerate
the disheveled
artists,
word-crazed,
impractical,
the ones who will
never
earn a penny.
As I read in my
turn,
she listened
there
behind the veil of
glass,
a listening that
leaned
on every consonant I
uttered,
a keen pre-echo
to every vowel.
Oh, she heard us.
We did not know her
name,
or how the upstairs
rooms lodged
a succession of
broken souls,
her “causes,”
knew not that we’d
been adopted, too.
One day, with a
friend, I saw her,
emerging from the
brownstone,
sun-walking Ninth
Avenue,
behind some tugging
hound
misfortune had
doubtless thrust
upon her
charity.
The warm day
reddened
her parlor-pale
face.
My friend tells me,
“That’s
Mrs. Tanner, you know.
That’s Auntie
Mame!”
This poem reminds me of 19teen Century European "salons", where wealthy educated women, held court as "Patron of the Arts". Wealth and celebrity made it happen.
ReplyDeleteThe opposite here. The poor artists eager to find their voice, never knew her name nor her past, not even her love of poetry which made it happen.
Is this a poem about selfish young poets or about unselfish love of poetry? I think, both.
Naomi Yoran