Thursday, April 23, 2020

The Night I Almost Flew

by Brett Rutherford


By water's edge
I tramp compliant grass
into a dancing ring,
sing on the breeze a name
no mouth has uttered here
since the white man came.

In earthward turn of wrist
I thrust an airless wing
against a blast

of the idea of uplift.

In flex of arm, I seem to rise
into the memory of flight —

I have been here before
in childhood levitation,
hand on banister, yet feet
not touching any but the top
and bottom stair-tread —

Blocked at the last by weight,
I sink! The weight of what?
Cloth, shoes, a belt, a watch,
the fear of spectacles
dashed onto the rocks below
should I rise too far and fast.

Must one be naked for this?
To become weightless
is no small matter!

— 1974/ rev 2020


  

The Overnight Angel

by Brett Rutherford

He followed me home.
He stayed the night.
He left the next morning.
He knows, and I know,
that I will never see him again.
He did everything I wanted.
One time.

If angels are
those radiant ones
who love us unbidden
and justify the ways
of Love
to Solitude,

I know what angels are.

— Jan 1982, rev. 2020

Becoming Invisible

by Brett Rutherford

The price I pay for my poems:
I filter light and air, make
verse of phosphorescent hopes.
From paleness I progress
to full transparency.

I am invisible. Doors close
in my face with no one to hold
them open, feet stamp on mine,
elbows and briefcases jab me.
If I wave, no taxi stops,
or if it stops, another jostles in
to the seat that should have been mine.

Crowds pass me by
without a blink or nod.
Beauty becomes unbearable
to see, now that it's blind
to me. That I, its priest
and celebrant, should be
disbarred!

I leave my poems
where you might find them.
I wait at your kitchen table,
not offered tea, as you read
the newspaper, frown-puzzle
over the Sunday crossword,
then tip my manuscript
into the trash with grocer's ads
and mail-order catalogs.

You do not hear me
breathing; my ache for touch
is more than tracery of ink.
The poem you did not read
is not an artifact or monument.
There is blood inside.
                                                   — Jan. 1982, rev. 2020



  

What the Sachem's Son Told Me

by Brett Rutherford


"Westward, the packed
wagons, the loaded guns,
the sleep-soft watchfulness,
the hoarded-in dreams
of the White Man, west,
west from sea to great river,
from plain to mountain,
then to the final sea
at world's end.

"They took it all:
the redwood groves,
pan-gold streams,
bottomless wells,
peat-soft soil,
the promised land of
no-questions equality.
For them.

"Sometimes we managed
to curtail their dreams,
cutting them off
at the root of a scalp.
Our arrows vectored down,
our carnage a vortex
of vulture-spin and blood.
The earth drank them;
the sky
consumed their bones.
We kept the iron pots,
the buttons and pretty beads.
Their guns became ours.

"In spite of that,
a thousand nations
became but one. They spoke
no other language but their own.
Our people are penned
in all the waste-places,
roach-motel reservations.
No arrow can stop
the six-wheeled megatrucks;
train track and highway vein
the former wilderness.

"But as for you, poet:
Thank you for coming.
Know that our knives are drawn
and could take you out
in a minute, if so we chose.
But since you greeted us
with words you took
from our own language,
and since you are, like us
of those who walk the dreams
and make them into magic,
we will walk in peace together.

"Walk with me now,
away from the sage-smoke.
I will tell you
that our power is returning,
if we learn to wield it
without the white man's poison
forever weakening.

"I have found something,
a survivor of totem days,
I have a manitou,
cousin of Wendigo, Hudson Bay's
wind-walker, elemental.
Cloud-lurker, he evens
the score. Look up!"

The poet sees, in night sky, but lit
from underneath by earth-light,
an airplane departing
from the nearby airport.
“Watch!” the young Iroquois says.

A dark cloud envelops the DC-10 above.
One wing snaps off, and then
the other. It is all the more
horrible that the screams cannot be heard.

"Hunh!" is all the sachem's son utters.
"It gives me no pleasure.
I would rather the earth swallow them
of its own accord, and spare The People.
Our People, I mean."

"Do work on that," the poet urges.
"The outraged planet listens, I am sure."

A smile creases the cracked corners
of the wizard’s otherwise humorless mouth.
"We will still keep their pots and pans,
the motor-bikes and the pretty beads.

"Come to the pow-wow now
and we'll get plenty drunk, poet!"


— Oct. 1982, rev. 2020.

After the Fugue in B Minor


by Brett Rutherford

You have emerged again from the fugue,
a phantom stepped out of counterpoint, at burst
of ominous pedal point, your ululating step
fringed with chromatics — I thought I had lost
your tenor in all that tumult, or in those rules
that ban our moving in parallel steps
or ever singing in unison,

but there you are, out-of-place,
a metaphor for lutes and panegyric hymns,
my untouched cipher whom I would decorate
with myrtle. Defy, if you dare, this
     separateness
that only a Lutheran cantor could
     want to impose.

Ah, you are gone again. I have lost you.
Our voices never cross; we move in our permitted
range, remotely similar, earthbound alike,
my bass aspiring to your fanciful curves,
you in the middle voice, keyboards above,
I in the plodding pedal, trapped below.

We stay alien as much to one another
as they who soar soprano must seem
to both of us. A fugue has a cruel beauty,
as strict as military order. Meet me here
at midnight, my elusive friend! Do not
fail to appear. The cantor will be asleep,
the minister well into his ale-house slumber.

Just us, and the organist,
in the dark of the moon. The bellows-boy
will be sworn to secrecy, and pump away!
And we, we shall be free to scamper and play,
chase one another and even embrace
in chord after chord, and leaping intervals,
all rules abandoned. A Toccata! A Toccata!

  

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Free Books to Read and Download

READ AND DOWNLOAD FREE POET'S PRESS BOOKS FROM THE INTERNET ARCHIVE

Barbara A. Holland. Selected Poems, Volume 1

https://archive.org/details/hollandselectedpoemsvol1ebook

Barbara A. Holland. Selected Poems, Volume 2.

https://archive.org/details/selectedpoemsvolume2ebook

The Writings of Emilie Glen, Volume 1

https://archive.org/details/writingsofemilieglen1/mode/2up

The Writings of Emilie Glen, Volume 2

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The Writings of Emilie Glen, Volume 3

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The Writings of Emilie Glen, Volume 4

https://archive.org/details/writingsofemilieglen4/mode/2up

Brett Rutherford. Poems from Providence

https://archive.org/details/rutherfordpoemsfromprovidence2017rev/mode/2up

Brett Rutherford. Prometheus on Fifth Avenue.

https://archive.org/details/prometheusonfifthavenue2018ebook/mode/2up

Brett Rutherford. The Gods As They Are, On Their Planets.

https://archive.org/details/godsastheyare2018editionrev3/mode/2up

Brett Rutherford. An Expectation of Presences.

https://archive.org/details/anexpectationofpresences2017rev/mode/2up

Brett Rutherford. Anniversarius: The Book of Autumn (2020 Edition)

https://archive.org/details/anniversarius2020editionrs/mode/2up

Matthew Gregory Lewis: Tales of Wonder, Volume 1.

https://archive.org/details/lewistalesofwondervolume1/mode/2up

Matthew Gregory Lewis: Tales of Wonder, Volume 2.

https://archive.org/details/lewistalesofwondervolume2/mode/2up