Sunday, September 22, 2019

To the Arc of the Sublime (Anniversarius 27)


In nights beneath the stars,
    sometimes alone — sometimes
    with one I loved
         (in futile or secret urgency) —
I have outwaited
    the rise and fall of Scorpio,
         arc of its tail
              stinging the treetops.
I have traced the inconstant moon,
    the indecisive Venus;
    feel more assured
by the long, slow haul of Jupiter,
the patient tread of Pluto
    (whom they pursue
         in their frigid outer orbits
I cannot guess)

Such solitude,
    millennia between
         the fly-bys of comets,
perhaps is why
    they need so many moons,
why rings of ice
    encircle them like loyal cats.
It is lonely in space,
    far out
where the sun is merely
    a star among stars.

It is lonely in autumn.
    I sit in midnight woods.
A trio of raccoons, foraging,
    come up to me,
black mask eyes of the young ones
interrogating the first cold night,
    the unaccustomed noisiness
         of bone-rattle maple leaf
              beneath their paws.

How can I tell them
    these trees will soon be skeletons,
    the pond as hard as glass,
    the nut and berry harvest over?
These two are young —
    they would not believe me.
Their mother rears up protectively,
    smells me,    scents out
    the panic among the saplings,
    the smell of rust and tannin.

We share a long stillness,
    a moment when consciousness 
    is not a passive agency.
Our sight invades the countryside,
    embracing everything —
    sleepers in beds in a concrete tower-
    earthworms entwining in humus rot —
goes up and out through the limpid sky,
    streaming past moon —
         — moon’s lava’d seas —
out, out, to the arc of the sublime,
    tracing the edge of great Antares,
leaping to other galaxies unafraid.


(Let space expand as though the worlds
    still feared their neighbors!
Let miser stars implode,
    their dwarf hearts shriveling
         to cores of iron!)
We are the scourge of entropy.
    We sing the one great note
         through which new being
              comes out of nothingness.

Does it have meaning,
    this seed-shagged planet
        alive with eyes?
Is earth the crucible,
    sandbox of angry gods,
or is it the eye of all eyes,
    ear of all ears,
the nerve through which the universe
    acquires self-knowledge?

But these are weighty thoughts 
    for man and mammal!
We are but blood and minerals,
    upright for an instant,
    conscious for but a moment,
    a grainfall of cosmic hourglass.
Yet I am not ephemeral:
    I freeze time,
         relive moments
              chronicle the centuries
    re-speak Shakespeare,
         beat out the staves of Mozart,
              read the same books
              my forebears knew
         make of old words
              my wordy pyramid.


I am the one
    snapping the pictures of solar systems,
    sending myself
         an outside-in self-portrait.
I send my name and signature
    on bottles spinning past Uranus.
I am the one who asks, Is it worth it?
I who hear the X-ray wind reply, It is!
I am the one who would not stay in caves,
    I was discontent in the treetops.
I wanted to be bird and whale and rocket.

Ever, o ever more mortal now —
     — friends falling away like withered leaves —
still I find joy in this subliminal shrine of autumn.
My hand is full of fossil shells
    picked up from the lake shore rubble,
scallops enduring with the same rock faith
    (implicit minimum vocabulary):
I live, and the increase of my consciousness
    is the span of my life.


 — February 19, 1991, Providence, RI

Saturday, September 21, 2019

The Outsider (Anniversarius 22)



Some say that spring
is made for lovers,
summer for marrying.
I do not know
those seasons:
I hastened on
when others mingled,
passed by alone
amid begetting.
I walked the city
for years not touching,
untouched and unafraid.

I am October.
I am conjured
of its red and yellow fever.
I am outlaw to life,
a thief of eyeballs,
citizen of a larger anarchy,
singer of dangerous
truths, peril to normalcy.

Little the world
loves pleases me.
Autumn-mad trees
mean more than palaces,
an austere tomb
more true than a cottage.

I love the earth —
love more
that vast black space
in which it rolls,
a lost marble.

I am the leaf that burns,
the candle that lights
  its own extinction,
sunset regarding itself,
sunlight spun round
the arc of infinity
until its end
sees its beginning.

I come out of the sea,
  walk sideways,
  write words
between the tide and shore.
I am the shape
  behind the randomness
  of stars,
the dream that fills
  the inkpot of Autumn,
the hooded Outsider
  who frightens you
  and laughs
then makes you laugh
at the absurdity of fear.

Will you stay indoors,
hoarding the apple harvest,
warming yourself
by a dead-tree fire?

Or will you join me,
fellow conspirator,
dance me between
the staves of symphonies,
roll in this new moon
blanket with me,

leaf-haired and cold
and laughing
giving up everything
to inherit all?
I am October.
  I wait at cusp,
  at equinox,
  at crossroads,

the far-off chant
unfettered wind
nowhere contained
    by walls,

the fire-fletched arrows
of burning Orionids,

the shape upon
  the leaf-strewn hill
that calls you
  and extends its hand,
the eyes in shadow
that will not let you sleep.


 — October 31, 1987, Providence-New York

Sunday, September 15, 2019

The Harvest Moon, in Camden (Anniversarius 45)



And I came, on the night of the harvest moon,
this thirteenth tropical night of the cool ninth month,
and, as I had been beckoned by bell and raven,
I found myself before a familiar tomb,
and its door was ajar and full moon showed me
the undulating form of a great serpent
(black she was and beautiful, sleek of skin
as the Queen of Sheba) and she rose up
and welcomed me. “Enter!” she said, “You
have I called, as well as many others,
and only you have tread the dream-realm,
crossed seven thresholds to stand before me.
Are you not afraid?”

“Afraid at his tomb,
he at whose knees I learned to sing and write?
Much as I fear Death, I do not fear him!”

And a voice inside the sepulchre uttered:
“Come, be not at all fearful. Here there is peace,
though my soul is fitful and weeping.

“I am Walt Whitman, a man, a citizen of Camden.
Reach out and touch the stone of my father,
the stone behind which my mother sleeps.
Touch this rough stone behind which my bones,
my hair, my ever-sinewed limbs, cannot slumber;
least of all my two eyes, my third eye celestial,
my mouth that cannot cease its uttering.

“For it has come to me that the land is troubled.
I ask, Has it yet come to pass that a woman sits
in the chair of Jefferson and Lincoln? I fear not,
and it has come to me that the occupant who sits
in the White House in Washington is not a good
or a fair man; that his hands are full of gold
and not forgiveness; that a man who reads no books
attempts to make science; that corruption spreads
like black tar from a broken well across the land;

“That under poisoned air and water the earth quakes
fractured with the greedy extraction of gas,
that shale, which slept before the dreamings
of sauropods and tyrannosaurs, is rent
by force of water, o incompressible!
that the workmen no longer know
when their labor begins or ends, that the slaves
are not so called yet put on chains again, that men
of one color flee down the streets in terror of arms
and men of no color at all in rage pursue them;
that it is no shame among you that some are roofless
and many must bear the stain of beggary to eat;
that the sick, when they are healed, are told to pay
until their bank accounts are drained, their houses lost;
that worse than in debtors’ jails the poor abide
in tents on the sidewalk, poor-towns behind
the stench-rows of oil tanks and refineries;
that the limousine-rich sell death and addiction
while mothers plead for an unpoisoned tap
from which to feed and bathe their infants,
while the Cappuccino-fueled Civil Servant says,
“Well, everyone has to die of something”;
that refugee children are caged like rabbits;
that a man with a turban or a kippa, a woman
whose faith requires a head-scarf, shall endure
the clenched fist of an ignorant mob.

“If the occupant of the White House is not
a good and fair man, or a good and fair woman,
what hope is there for the shining star
that cannot emerge from the night-cloud?

“To these states I say, as I have always said,
but even more to the people, one by one:
Resist much, and obey little.
And failing this, must the dead emerge
from their tombs to admonish you?
Have you no poets or statesmen?”

With a great sigh, the voice went dead.
I heard only a distant siren, a gunshot,
what might have been a woman’s scream,
then silence. The great black snake,
which had stood erect through all the speaking,
sank to the granite floor of the tomb
and slid into the darkness. I stood,
my own shadow in solitary moonbeam
extended to the Good Gray Poet’s stone
at the back of his self-made mausoleum.




Sunday, September 8, 2019

Let Winter Come (Anniversarius VII)


I have been here a quarter century —
now let me rest! let my contrary self
be silent this once — this year
no fancy from my leafy quill.
The lake will still eat leaves without my lines;
the unacknowledged cold drops to the bone
from dawn of equinox whether or not
some gloomy choral anthem welcomes it.

Hear me, friend: I will not send you dead trees,
the frost no longer colors me orange.

I dodge the four winds’ summonings, evade
the draft of winter’s war, refuse this time
to slurry down autumn with napalm frost.

Although I turn the page, my pen is dry.
Whole forms no spring can disinter
scream past me into shallow graves —
leaf-flake will go to vein and then to dust,
love that once sprung from vernal lust dies off
to tumble-leaf gravid forgetfulness.
With summer gone, the past is verdigris;
broken-off promises to peeling rust;
to the boneyard with your false embraces,
to kettle-pot sky, your terrified flight —

Leave me then; I shall be silent as frost,
sliding down autumnless to sudden snow,
ghostless too on whisper-still All Souls’ Eve,
droop-walking sans pumpkins and tilted corn,
thanks-hymnless on harvest feast day, chiding
the moon to tick in slug-down count to twelfth-
month solstice and a muffled caroling.

Let winter come, if it must. I grow old
in these leaves, like an old mattress this ground
has humored me. The muffled maple-leaf
carpet accepts my tread without addressing me.

The Muse of the acorn is baffled by silence.
Ye Maple Giants, what is there to sing?
I walk by their houses; those whom I love
fold into the shadows with their lovers.
I window-watch until the blinkout freezes me.

Why do the hanging bats look down at me
that way? Why do the squirrels pause just
long enough when I see them, eye-contact
asking me why I have nothing to say?

Why, leaves, do you windlessly follow me,
clinging to my shoes and to trouser cuffs,
skittering across the bridge before me,
laughing at my failed romance, shivering
me into this my single bed and book?

Poor leaf in my pale hand, do you wonder
why in this gloom I will not write of you?
I press you to my cheek, cool, damp, and red.
You know me too well, my only friend now,
you know at the end I will not scorn to love you
though I protest my loneliness tonight.
The tree that bore you knows I will seek it,
that I will come to lean against its trunk,
waiting for dawn in the lake-edge snowing.

Bereft of leafage and loved ones, we’ll watch
as lying Venus casts her pall on ice.
Why write a song that none will ever sing,
or poems that make their object
    run for the horizon?

Leave me, autumn! Silence, ye wanton winds!
Abandon, birds, these wrinkled, wretched trees!
Here are the pen, the ink, and the paper,
   the empty virgin expanse, pale yellow —
   the ruled lines pulling me down like magnets —
No! no! I have nothing at all to say —
and I will not, will not write this poem.


 — 1972, New York; revised 1983,1995, 2019

Saturday, September 7, 2019

Two Autumn Songs (Anniversarius VI)


1
Now Autumn chills the treetops and the red flare
of my October is the herald of new deaths,
exciting yellow suicide-plummets, 
ultimate green embraces, consummate 
past tenses, the die-off of chlorophyll,
and as at gallows-side, the end of love.
So I join the flamboyant divers, 
break with the past of my sun-sustenance,
and even with love. Forgetfulness, go!
Sleep is for summer nights. Awaken, now!

Inside my book the loved ones have grown thin.
They crumble at my touch, my tongue finds not
their lips nor the flush of their loins, but breaks
from them decay’s red ash, dust on the earth, 
eyeless, nameless, the walked-upon past.

2
Come that downward plummet of the world
and the stone-gray sun’s last sigh,
somewhere I will be waiting at the end,
be time or age or death the house of my
endurance, I am assured of biding you.
For in the waning orbit of your life, I am
that one and only who, loving you
more than yourself, will be left by you;
    but with some gravitation
more divine than will I watch your ellipse
fade, and spend my scant affections
as the dying sun warms with his own
last fire the fleeting earth.

 — October 1969, New York; Rev. September 2019 

Friday, September 6, 2019

The Pumpkined Heart (Anniversarius III)


Somewhere, the moon is red and cornstalks lean
with the wind in plucked fields. Not in New York,
city of bleached stone and desperate trees,
is my long walk of haystacks, fog in ascent,
not where traffic sings its sexless honking
can anyone mark the dim-out of frogs,
the dying-off of dragonfly wingbeats.

I am pulled up — I levitate, October-tugged,
away from the rat-doomed isle of Hudson,
clearing the water tanks and steeple-tops,
held fast on course by Orion’s glimmer,
the angry scorpion tail fast behind me.
With leaves and dust I fly to my lake shore,
to the pumpkined heart, the base and the root,
the earth I touch as pole and battery.

I love this village, though it loves not me;
remember it, though it erases me.
I mark in my life, how I bear and remember 
Octobers, and I know that a year is judged
by how it dies in these treetops: if it is burned
to cloud the eyes of men, or if it lies, burst
red in its full regale, waiting for snow,
         and the worms
and the spring, yes, to feed a new sun!

Earth, I am an ochre sheet of your leaves,
leaves more frequent than men in my lines,
leaves more fertile than mothers can be, leaves,
red, yellow, ambitious, how you have crept!
Leaves who have chilled my undraped lovers at night,
leaves sharing graveyard solemn caress with my lips,

leaves recurring everywhere to say their red gossip,
leaves for all I know returning again to this Fall,
    to this place, still blushing to recount
    how lovers were spent in their bed,
    leaves forever spelling the name of lost love!

You names that rise to my lips on October nights,
     you sleep-thieving echoes of aspirant heart,
     rise from the sealed tomb of years, drag shroud,
     where no leaves chatter nor branches impede
     dead, in the track of stalking remembrance — you
     who wake me alone in my grave, grave bed to recall
          each passionate urge from green twig.

Each, each and all have grown red, 
     defiant in the drugged fall,
denying parentage in terrible wind, 
     nonetheless breaking free,
falling to my fever in your high flame,  
     red, then wet,
moist in your somber dissent, then dry, then dead,
then in my hand the brown dust     
     that a seed should come to,
a leaf forever spelling the name of lost love!

Revised 9/6/2019.


Monday, August 26, 2019

Introduction to Barbara A. Holland's "The Secret Agent"




Barbara A. Holland died in 1988. For most of the years between 1973 and her death, I was her principal book publisher (under the imprints of The Poet’s Press, Grim Reaper Books, and B. Rutherford Books). During the intervening years, I have kept most of her chapbooks and books available, some in print and some on-line.
After 31 years in the keeping of the McAllister family in Philadelphia, the poet's notebooks and papers have been transferred to The Poet’s Press. The objective is to find an archive that will maintain the Barbara Holland Papers, whether in physical form, or in digital form. The present volume is the second product of this project, as we have begun to catalog and scan the papers.
Approximately 200 printed magazines containing Holland’s poems from the 1970s-1980s have been scanned.  Some of these may be added to the Collected Poems edition published in 1980; others will form a separate, large Collected Poems, Volume 2.
Astonishingly, the trove of typed manuscripts contains five book-length poetry manuscripts which, although containing some familiar “warhorses,” are largely made up of poems no one has seen outside of their appearance in obscure magazines. An enormous folder of “Old Poems” spans from the late 1960s  up to as late as 1987. If possible, I intend to see each of these manuscripts into a print and/or digital edition before the papers are archived. Holland published, by her own account, in more than 1,000 small press and literary journals, making her one of the nation’s most prolific published poets.
Medusa: The Lost Chapbook was the first new book published, in August, 2019, with the full text of Holland’s first published chapbook, plus some selections from notebooks and manuscripts.

The Secret Agent
The poems in this cycle are unique in Holland’s output. They are not “magazine” poems, and only a few could stand alone as pieces to perform at a poetry reading. Like Rilke’s Duino Elegies, they are metaphysical reflections on self, on the nature of reality, and even of religious conflict. A number of the poems reflect a deep engagement with some form in Hindu theology, and the poet’s attempts to conform herself to the selfless submission this belief-system seems to require. She chafes against it, and two mysterious personae help her oppose an immersion in that world: one or more unspecified lovers or objects-of-love who distract her with worldly passions, and the Secret Agent, who remains always at the edge of vision. He watches her; she senses him watching, studying. He is “on the case.”
As Holland weaves in and out of this struggle, some of the poems make direct reference to Vishnu and Shiva, and to Hindu ritual. Found among Holland’s notebooks are many pages of detailed “study notes” on the Hindu world-view, and specifically on Vishnu and Shiva, who would continue to haunt the poet’s work for the rest of her years.
One might ask how a classically-oriented female scholar, living in New York in the early 1960s, came upon this line of study. The likely answer is that she, along with many others on the East Side arts scene, fell under the sway of Abhay Charan De Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada (1896-1977), who, working from a Lower East Side storefront, attracted young devotees, including (briefly) poets like Allen Ginsberg, to his lectures and events. In many poems, Holland refers to chants and mantras, and describes her state of mind during their performance.
I suspect that she became an ardent student of a man she took to be an authentic master. Her notebooks may be the fruit of attending his lectures, or of guided study sessions. She refers in one poem to her “Hindu dancing master” and that would seem to describe Prabhupada, who was the only conspicuous swami in the Greenwich Village arts scene.
Rebellion against the teacher, who perhaps treated women with less patience than he did his male disciples, comes to light when Holland rankles about her difficulty assuming the lotus position, and her teacher snaps, “Just do it.” The poet writes in her notebook that she had no difficulty walking away from the male Christian deities, but that she would miss the figure of the Virgin. I suspect that “The Secret Agent” was Holland’s working out of her hesitations, and her liberation from, the seductive Eastern teachings. Once they were no longer literally true, and no longer required her active participation in rituals, they could be employed as pure myth, the tool of every poet.
Prabhupada was not just another visiting swami. He was the founder of the Hare Krishna cult, inverting the traditional Hindu pantheon and making Krishna supreme over Vishnu. The mantra that Holland was being taught was the very one that became an object of mockery when the Krishna cult spread, its followers became robotic cult members, and, some years later after the founder’s death, arrests and prosecutions showed the sinister underbelly of the movement. At heart profoundly unintellectual, the Krishna cult sought obedient followers, not questioning scholars.
In any event, it is hard to imagine our West Village Sybil, Barbara Holland, roaming around the streets of Manhattan in saffron robes, clicking finger-cymbals, yet she indeed confesses to taking part in just such a ritual in her poem, “Krishna in the Afternoon”:

One of my many selves
sits on the grass
with the children,
driven by wonder
at the marvels that come
through our eyes, to sing
in the chapels of our heads.

Where the two brows
come together, perched above bridge
of the nose as a bird,

Krishna alights,
and the sun on the cymbals
burst with him on the darkness
we have yet to break.

Suddenly, wind rises;
the finger-cymbals are stilled.
I am another self
with a workaday tomorrow
and today, as the death
of my incense, grown down
to the burning of my hand.

Who, or what, is the Secret Agent? For this we turn to the art world, and to the paintings of Belgian surrealist René Magritte, one of the poet’s abiding passions. Magritte admired mystery stories and films about secret agents, especially the Fantômas film series, and was fascinated with Edgar Allan Poe, who invented the mystery genre with his detective Dupin in “Murders in the Rue Morgue.”
When I interviewed Barbara in 1986 for our new edition of her Magritte-themed poems, I was unaware of the Secret Agent cycle. The poet had included “Close Call for the Secret Agent” in her Magritte cycle, and of that poem she said that it was her pursuit of Magritte’s personality. “I wanted to find out what kind of man he was, and never did figure it out,” she recalled. The poem evokes the many pictures of bowler-hatted men who stare straight at you with mask-like inscrutable faces. Magritte’s paintings, The Menaced Assassin and The Month of Harvest come to mind. The Menaced Assassin contains visual elements from a Fantômas film of 1913.

Rene Magritte. The Menaced Assassin. 1927.


As Holland investigated Magritte by studying his paintings and reading monographs about him, she also then allowed The Secret Agent to investigate her and her state of mind. The poems do not form a consistent narrative despite this, and the Secret Agent, Vishnu-Shiva, and The Loved One form a tripartite dance. All we can do is to provide context for the psychic struggle contained within its pages. The many striking lines and beautiful images make it worth the trouble, just as many readers delight in Rilke’s poems without ever quite knowing what he was getting at.
Since Holland returned to her original roots to write many poems that place her inside the psyches of sorceresses, witches, the Gorgon, the prophetess, and the Sybil, she definitely made her choice. When the followers of the Krishna cult purchased land in West Virginia and many left New York to join them as dutiful drones of the land, Holland stayed behind, true to her Muse. Or she may already have turned her back on the course of training.
I knew one poet who actually made the trek and bought a little cottage adjacent to the Krishna settlement, but I suspect he was attracted by the nubile young women in saffron robes. The actual life inside the Krishna cult would send any sensualist fleeing. The Master required that only married couples had sex, only once a week, and only after five hours of chanting. Although Krishna had coupled with 10,000 girls, there was to be no hanky-panky in West Virginia. The disappointed poet returned to his abode in Brighton Beach.
Two poems suggest to me that Holland made a clear break with the Master. “The Cart of Jagganatha” describes the festival of Ratha Yatra, held each June or July in Puri in the state of Odisha, India. The ceremony honors Lord Jagganath, a syncretist god who is “Lord of the Universe,” taken as a form of Vishnu. This god, who is not anthropomorphic, has no arms or legs, and would have appealed to the poet’s interest in Chthonic mythology. Three enormous chariots, almost literally rolling temples, appear in the ceremony. As the largest chariot gains momentum from being pulled by a thousand or more devotees, it becomes unstoppable, and and any person or animal straying into its path can be crushed; hence, the term “Juggernaut.” Holland’s poem describes the ceremony approvingly, and she tries to place herself uncritically among the devotees. The Hare Krishna cult adopted the figure of Jagganatha as part of their iconography, so the identification with the group is emphatically made in the poem. This is as close to a “membership card” as we can come.
A poem from Holland’s “Old Poems” folder, however, presents the same festival in a different light. The typescript page has no name and address and therefore was not typed for submission to a magazine. “The Festival of Ratha Yatra,” appears to be a rebellion against the entire Krishna version of Hindu myth. The poem begins with the only ALL CAPS lines in any of her poems:

It all means NOTHING
WHATEVER;
                       these three tall temples
                       of crimson canvas
mounted high on their wheels
and superbly phallic,
which hallow only
the sacraments of wind that ripple
in their walls beneath
their saucy pennants.

We all become the Lord
of the Universe together
in the long flow of our stride
that takes us nowhere . . .

Later in the poem, Holland writes “Hurry, Krishna/ Hurry, Krishna,” mocking the sacred “Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna” mantra by mispronouncing it. I do not think the dancing master Prabhupada would have been at all amused. She saved herself, and even if the occasional Loved One in the poem cycle was of little use except as a reminder of the body’s urges, we can thank the Secret Agent for his lift up and out, as the personification of her rational, skeptical alter-ego. Indeed, Holland wrote, about this time, a short poem, “Celebration of the Self,” a nod to Whitman but also an anthem of confident egoism. If “The Sound of the Tinkling Cymbals” is Holland’s baptism into Krishna Consciousness, “Celebration of the Self” is her self-expulsion, sword in hand.

Poems from Notebooks and Manuscripts
For this section, I have turned to Holland’s hand-written notebooks, and to the large “Old Poems” typescript folder. The poet’s hand-written notes are mostly preliminary sketches, often a dense block of lines, not yet broken up in any kind of meter or breath-phrasing. The same lines might appear on several successive pages, re-ordered but still with little hint of what might become a typed poem for submission to a magazine. A number of these were coherent and polished enough that I felt them worthy, especially as they demonstrate the poet's attempt to take everyday journal ideas and develop them.
Thus, from some notebook sketches, I have “constructed” poems. Some needed only lineation and punctuation, and since I often worked with Barbara on the final appearance of her poems in print, I did what I always did. I know her style and her voice. Where they were untitled, I invented suitable titles.
In the process of editing typed manuscripts, I have also done what any book editor would do, which is silently to correct misspellings, to replace words where another word was clearly intended, and in a couple of places, indicated with square brackets, to insert a word that I would have persuaded Barbara to add or substitute. I have added a few footnotes to help the general reader.

Lens, Light, and Sound
The poems in Lens, Light, and Sound were published as a stapled chapbook in 1968. Among Holland’s friends in the Boston area were author and illustrator Edward Gorey, and Boston-based photographer Donald Curran, and, later, Jack Powers, a poetry advocate and organizer who founded Stone Soup Poetry Magazine, and brought her into Boston’s open reading poetry scene. The poems in this collection were intended for a book with Curran’s photos and Holland’s poems on facing pages, but that project never came to pass. The chapbook may have been printed as a handout for Curran’s photo exhibit, which must have reached California, since the book was printed in Los Angeles.
There are some fine poems here that stand on their own. Others suffer, as any ekphrastic poem must, from not having Curran’s photos in view. I can find no trace of Curran or his work online, other than several photos that appeared in Stone Soup Poetry magazine. The one photo that matches a poem in this set is included in this volume, reproduced from the pages of the magazine.
“Portrait of Lazarus,” “Stars Over Grove Street, “and “The Sybil of Cumae” are three powerful poems that create their own imagery, and it is hard to imagine a photograph as rich. This group of poems also made a good practice run for the large cycle Holland would write based on Magritte’s paintings. Several of the shorter poems employ rhyme, revealing Holland's early attachment to T.S. Eliot.

Buster, or The Unclaimed Urn
During her early years in the Greenwich Village poetry scene, Holland met two women poets with radically different outlooks and techniques. Ree Dragonette (1918-1979) and Emilie Glen (1906-1991) ran poetry salons and mentored and encouraged young poets. Both featured Barbara at their salons and introduced her to a wider circle of poets, editors, and publishers. Dragonette was a linguistic high-wire artist with a Maria Callas-like presence who had performed with jazz musicians, and I have always believed that Barbara perfected her style under Dragonette’s shadow. Dragonette acknowledged this; Holland generally denied it.
Emilie Glen, who had a fifty-year stint as a full-time poet, knew the ropes of getting published in little magazines, and she almost certainly tutored Holland in how to compile lists of publishers, to submit queries, and to mail out poems on an almost industrial scale. Glen had published thousands of poems, and doubtless Holland wanted to achieve the same ubiquity. Glen was an avid bird-watcher and had a ready market for her poems about birds and the Central Park coterie of bird-watchers. She also loved cats, and placed hundreds of poems about real and imagined felines. Her forte was the urban short narrative poem, inhabiting the voice of a single character.
I find in Holland’s notebooks a number of attempts to write about cats. They are tentative, almost phobic. She describes cats as creatures she attempts to approach and understand, but she never writes about a cat from the inside. She seldom succeeded in writing the kind of narrative poem from inside a character that was Glen’s forte. Holland is an opera mad-scene singer, a Roderick Usher, a sensitive plant, a receiver of signals, all nerves. She can inhabit Medusa, a Sybil, Melusine, or Eurydice, but the story is already a given. As wonderfully evocative as her Medusa poem is, for example, Medusa doesn’t do anything. She lists her annoyances, urges the hero to lop off her head, and then laments that it will be worse when she’s dead. It’s very much a stand-and-sing opera aria.
She did not need to compete with either of her mentors/rivals, for she honed this style to perfection.
And yet … in her notebooks I find her trying for an extended narrative, in sketches for, of all things, a cat book. “The Flying Cat,” exists as sketches only, not in polished form. It has more than 30 sections, most with blank facing-pages, one section per page. At first glance, it appears to be an attempt at a children’s book. The sketches are not yet poems, and they do not rhyme. Yet this is not a children’s book: some of the details are gruesome, such as the description of unwanted kittens being drowned. The un-named woman who owns the flying cat is dreadful.
Just as the Secret Agent poems seemed to reveal themselves in the context of Holland’s time and place, “The Flying Cat” makes perfect sense as an attempt to sketch a Gothic faux-children’s book in the manner of her friend Edward Gorey, whose ghastly little illustrated books were a sensation in the 1960s and 1970s. Barbara and I were both avid Edward Gorey fans, and we talked about him many times. She may have had a mind to persuade Gorey to illustrate “The Flying Cat,” had she found a publisher. The difficulties were that, first, she did not write rhymed verse like Gorey’s, whose text was full of Edwardian whimsy and camp humor; second, she let her plot trail off and never finished the story. She ends it abruptly after her Flying Cat leaves home, has several adventures, and then returns, to be taken to the veterinarian to look at why his wings have failed to grow as he matured from kitten to tom-cat. If it was to be a book in the Gorey vein, some calamitous ending was required.
Faced with this tantalizing fragment, I had two choices. I could leave it for future scholars to pore over in the Holland papers, or I could attempt to edit and complete the work in the Gorey vein. I have done the latter. In a poet’s frenzy, I edited, “overwrote,” and added to Holland’s original. The story is complete, and Buster, the flying cat, comes to his terrible end. In the Gorey manner, I changed the title to “Buster, or The Unclaimed Urn,” and made Barbara Holland’s name into an anagram, “Abadon Barr-Hall.”  This has been a light-hearted diversion in the midst of a somber enterprise, charged as I am with making what I can of a great heap of notebooks and papers. It is not the best of Holland, and it is not the best of me, since I did not feel empowered to do more than a pentimento over her original, and then completing the far edge of the canvas. I hope it gives pleasure.

Selected Supernatural Poems
To close this volume, I have selected some of Holland’s most notable supernatural poems, the best but by no means all. These are some of her warhorses, the poems with which she made her mark at readings all over the Northeast. Some were included in my anthology, May Eve: A Festival of Supernatural Poetry (1975), and others in the collections, In the Shadows (1984), and in Crises of Rejuvenation (1974). These are the Barbara A. Holland poems that can make your hair stand on end.
This series will continue with more never-published complete book manuscripts, more poems from notebooks, and more than 200 poems that appeared in little magazines that were not reprinted in her published books. We will also include reviews of Holland’s work so that those interested in the reception of her work will see what has been done thus far.
— Brett Rutherford
Pittsburgh, PA
August 26, 2019